first, for those who do not know...oxy is FABULOUS! it will make you feel like a superhero. just take one and you will feel better than you ever have, you will have energy and not hurt anywhere (for a couple days even)!!!
when it wears off however, you will hurt worse than you did to start with. even after just 1 pill 1 time. your whole body will ache, more than it did to start with. and if you have any sense you will NOT take another. give it a couple days and you will be back to where you started.
it is easy to see how you can be addicted, especially if you have any degree of discomfort every day. you are your only friend..be honest with yourself... you have to see it for what it is (the drugs). even vicodin, to me, are little better than ibuprofin, but make you feel a whole lot worse when you stop taking them. and not worth the additional hurt while waiting them out.
fm, as i have been diagnosed with, is pain (it can sometimes appear as rheumatoid arthritis) has certain stress points and can induce pain throughout your whole body, all or part. i have found the best bet is a hot bath and suck it up. exercise is advised, but it is hard to exercise when you are hurting all over.
take a hot shower and keep busy...
got to love the 69 mets!!!